Kailin was altogether stoked for her husbands return. He had been deployed with the Navy for about four months, and she couldnt WAIT to show him the astound she had in store !!
The 196 -pound woman who had been fight with food craving had secretly started an eight-week P90X and Insanity program, and she was in the final stretching!
But that morning, she opened her email to a heart-wrenching message from her husband. He craved a divorce. There was nothing she could do to change his mind, but she could change hers.
Kailin was altogether devastated, but she knew that all she could do was choose to be strong and move forward.
The very morning she got the news, instead of sobbing on her couch with a bathtub of ice cream and a sleeve of Oreos, she did the exact opposite.
Im gonna kill my workout today and present you guys and myself how much strength I can have for meand that I crave this for me, and nobodys gonna bring me down because Im not that strong today, but Im gonna got to get, she said.
With her husbands welcome home sign behind her, she kicked those divorce tearsto the curb by crushing her P90X.
Im here to say that if I can do this being a military wife with a husband deployed, and on top of that this morning finding out that he wants to divorce me, then anybody can get up and do their workout, she said in anattempt to motivate others going through hardship.
This is gonna be the workout that changes everything, Kailin added.
And it was
Four years later, she continued the video with an emotional outpouring of how far shes gone. “Shes gone” from a size 18 to a size 2, but for her, thats not what mattered. It was what changed her on the inside.
She was beginning to desire herself again, and thats a priceless gift that no sum of weight loss can offer.
I applaud you for desiring your torso no matter what it looks like and no matter what size you are, as long as “youre feeling” beautiful and are certain, I could care less what size you are, she told through tears. I only crave you to feel how I seem today.
